Radio A-3
Wheee-oo! Good morning world! It's a nice day here again. (Can you believe the weather? It went from pouring down rain to bright n' sunny within two days.)
Buuut anyway. Let's talk 'bout Airsoft! Muahahaaa! Me likee!
I have been doing a bit more AirSoft than usual (That's a good thing by the way... ) and I've been noticing a few things about my style:
I get really into the game and serious, and suddenly something will happen or I will just totally do something wrong. Plus I don't run well, I start breathing heavily and my heart starts to just pound like crazy. I always want to see myself as the "SpecOps, silent-deadly, invisible Marine-Force-Recon grunt" but I never reach that point. Explaining the last sentence: A funny thing about me is I have different characterizations that come out when I am in certain situations. When I feel threatened or vulnerable I tend to... almost recede inward. When I feel I have an advantage or witty I go into what I call "SpecOps Mode". That's when I start sneakin' around and stuff. A vein off of "SpecOps Mode" is where I tend to act... funny in a weird way, not "ha-ha".
Don't get me wrong, none of this is from 'parental neglect' or stuff like that; this is all done by conditioning upon myself. If anything my parents have been nothing but love and caring. Thank's ya'll!
But anyway, when I go SpecOps Mode something rips me out of it. And it drives me crazy. At the end of SpecOps mode I have the James Bond mode where I feel invulnerable and full of quips and interesting retorts. Shocking.
Anyway before I spill my heart out (Hey I gettin' into SpecOps Mode now! Yay! Oh wait. I'm out. DARN!)
Whatever I'm signin' outta radio. Auf Weidersahn!
